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Friday, November 5, 2010

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was it silly of me?
i can't help but to think about it everytime i feel down

i really hate the place that i am at now. apart from going to classes, i don't find joy anywhere else

during freshman seminar last week, the career advisor asked what makes you happy?
seriously, i've not been happy for quite some time. to laugh does not mean that i am happy, it's just a way to deceive myself to pretend to be happy. i want to go home badly.

i have officially deleted the word friends from my dictionary today. i don't ever want to be used by people around me again. people just come to me when they have problems. and i really don't want that.

this sucks. to think about it, when we were born, we're alone. when we die, we leave alone. do we fucking care whether we made any friends in this process? no, to put it straight, the day we were born is just the day we start waiting till the day we die.

it depends on your luck to see how long this entire process takes. i think gu che will totally understand how i feel. seriously, i don't want hypocrites around me. over here i really do not know who i can talk to. but i don't really give a damn. i'm just gonna study hard and get out of this place soon!

D: i want to go home

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